Saturday, June 6, 2009

Now that I've had a lucid dream..

So now that I've actually experienced a lucid dream, waking up in the morning seems so much more pointless. I still wake up, stay awake for a little bit, then realize "I've already had one, what am I doing? I really need to sleep, I'm so tired..." I convince myself to go back to bed and just rest up because I've already got one to bank on. I know this is the wrong mentality and I really want to have more, its just been so hard. Sometimes its even gone as far as staying awake the whole 50-60 minutes in the morning, setting up the timer, laying down and after the first timer goes off, the evil side of my conscience kicks in. "What am I doing..? This is so not worth it." And right then, I take off my headphones, turn my computer off and go back to sleep peacefully. Its bad, real bad.

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